I'm hurt.

Stress .

It can get to your brain so easily and yet hard to get through .

Have you ever been in the sate when you wanted to just ... Disappear?

Gone, vanish, perish or die.

I have been . well...
I still am.
Suicidal thoughts comes and goes.

And each thought gets stronger and stronger.

I see myself not having kids, work or living life to the fullest cause I see myself ... In a coffin.

Where I end up.
Where my useless life should be.

I seek for a light. A guide.
But I couldn't see anything.

Darkness . its like I'm blind.

Reaching out for things not knowing what they are. Holding, figuring it out but don't have an answer to it.

Don't know where to go, don't know which way.

I'm confused.

Am I worth it?

Am I brought to this world for this?

What do I need to do?

Tell me please, I beg you.