I'm not sad but i'm not happy either

Sometimes you just feel that you’re not happy at all

There are just so many things going on

And you just don’t know whether what is going on

Now you’re stuck on a loop of sadness

Not knowing what to feel exactly

Wishing and telling yourself

You’re better than this

So you kept it all in

Cause you don’t want to bother

Feeling the hopelessness eating you alive

Oh god

I wish the pain would stop