I'm tired of these feelings

I'm tired of everything I am desperate of.
I'm tired of my friends being angry at me
I'm tired of disappointing everyone.
I'm tired of seeing them so exhausted.
I'm tired of telling my friends this anxiety and sadness I feel as a joke because I know that no one can ever understand the way I am feeling.
I'm tired of giving every one some helpful advices while they can't give me some.
I'm tired of being kind.
I'm tired of waking up every morning and feel the same sadness over and over again.
I'm tired of expressing this anxiety that I feel by Art and Writing.
I'm tired of listening to everyone's opinion or feelings while they don't even care and listen about mine's.
I'm tired of telling everyone I'm alright.
I'm tired of pretending that I'm good.
I'm tired of lying that I don't have issues.
I'm tired of being hurt.

I don't know how much I can take.
I'm tired of these feeling.

I badly want to give up but I still need to conquer and explore the world. I still have my own dreams to make come true. I still want to experience how it feels like being loved so much. I want to be pure happy. I want to show people that not all broken people give up..... some who are strong still fight back.

My point is, even though you are damn tired and you badly want to give up everything... How about your dreams? Don't let your emotions take over you.