in between 1

when the maples drop and here's the syrup

lush and hush over the pawn

here i am breathing again

one morning they woke up

it this the place we used to go

we used to stay?

where are we?

buzzing and chirping

here's the board vines

oh! grape vine

sweet wines, whiskey and vodkas

mallows and an aching chest

i don't have any illnesses

i'm totally sane

don't leave me here

we were so happy

under the shadows of the tree

i missed the us but i'd rather be with me

do you still love me?

do you still care!

heartbeats so fast and the sting is inside of me

a lot of words floating

emily here you are again

thousands of deaths will come

you are living with your words

i am a poet

who are you? i am nothing

i am nobody

why you keep on chasing me

you hated me yet you love the words my mind have spilled

i missed the place where i hide before

where are my friends?