In the mist of lockdown

"Welcome to the real world,it sucks.you will love it here"

I was hooked with F.R.I.E.N.D.S. with this very quote.

Well now when I think of it ,it just should have been welcome to 2020 :p

Every body is bored, having the most beautiful experience in doing nothing and just spending some "me time".

I on the other hand seem to get no time for myself yet I do nothing the whole day!!

I do not even know if that is possible or even if i try to read this very thing after the lockdown is over(which I am cynical off that it wouldn't be at this point of time ) will make any sense to me let alone others.

It is kind of a love hate relationship that we are calling life now and who knows till when this social distancing will prevail .

It seems unreal that its 2020 ,the year we were supposed to see flying cars and have mansion on Mars.... We have somehow locked ourselves in our own houses.

Well just a thought if not flying cars , flying virus hi sahi!! :P

Sooo much doing on in my mind yet i thought of write down i.e. giving evidence that I thought that bullshit though.. unbelievable!

Which reminds me why I came to this site after soo long and honestly I had a hard time remembering the name of this site where I used to write anything and everything I felt like when I was sad , depressed, anxious and what not!! May be I came to this very place because somewhere in the mist of traveling from one social media to another because remember the great lockdown of 2020 not that I wouldn't have had traveled the same path in normal circumstances but I have a great reason to blame to and i will ,i read this beautiful article that said once in while take a big notebook,a single blank paper or a tini tiny colourful sticky note and write what you are feeling at this point of time not to read it for later or to let anybody read it or even that you read it again,just to get these feelings out of you. 

.. right unbelievable.. was on that .. so my manager thinks i donot work. I donot put in any effort to do the work for which i am getting my salary... Really!!! I am so frustrated so angry want to scream and let out the anger

Yet i have to say sure sir will take care of that next time!! 

What a life!! What a way to ruin the farsightedness  of 2020 i had dream of as a child , with dreams of having the most beautiful , important job which i will be doing in 2020. Making my parents happy by buying them anything and everything they want.. h 

Reality check..  nothing is ticked off that list. The list which had been the dream of a small child.. lived it through soooo many daydreams way to many that i am embarrassed.