Where do I belong here?
Where do I belong in this vast world of yours?
Do I even have a place here in the first place?
You are a disciple of art while I am someone who watches the art.
You are one of a kind.
One in a million.
And I?
I am just a dust in the million.
Everytime you deliver your work to the world, I can hear all the people crying your name.
I can hear their words of love for everything you are.
While I am just in the corner watching you from afar.
You may have not noticed my existence that's why you never looked at me with your gentle smile.
Or you may have noticed me but you just don't care.
And while the world is praising you, here I am longing for YOU.
I am not your cinderella. Maybe that's why you never looked for me.
I refuse to care, but I still do.
I refuse to cry, but every single night I do.
I refuse to look at you, but my eyes are locked on you.
You are a diamond while I am just a stone.
And here in your world, there are a lot of gems that fits with your beauty that I don't even own.
But me? I am only a fan of beauty.
And while I look at you as your fame reaches the heart of many, I wish I am the one who reaches your heart that can't be done by many.
I do not wish to be somebody in this vast world of yours.
I just wish to be someone you would want to stay in your own unknown...