I don't need to explain the word , it's crystal clear . That feeling that can't be demolished with a hammer , just can't be wiped away using wet cloth or even shut it down with a bullet . Sometimes it's the feeling of not being loved , or being inferior to others . Fear of tomorrow . Fear of being hurt again ,mistreated again , not having what you should have had long time ago . You sense that you're born to be stepped upon over and over and over until you die unnoticed . We keep over thinking until we discover that we missed a lot of time and happiness . We actually forgot that we are alive and became real zombies dead inside . We have a heart that's beating with a high echo that reaches our ears to remind us that we are still breathing but that empty feeling inside is just getting bigger and bigger until it swallows us up , heart and soul till we lose the ability to talk and love .
The problem is : those are all lies that we keeping telling them to ourselves until we believed them and made them a life style . Screw the world , the problems , the wars, the screaming , peoples opinion , everything that keeps us low . I'll shut my ears , close my eyes and start trolling outside my body, floating with my soul to any place I want even if it was Disney Land . I have 1 life and I'm gonna live it the way I want because I was born free and I'll stay free !