Introspection

Am I  backward or the people are too advance.

Sometimes my mind juggles with all these dilemmas I dnt know what is right or wrong.

But there is a inner voice in everyone that always give you the right decision, always.

I later came to that it was the soul or the inner conscious.
But what is the definition of wrong for some what is wrong could be other way for others.
I remember once one of my teacher had described me this he said that "anything you do which you can't say or describe in front of everyone or anything while doing which you feel scared that thing is wrong" then I evaluate this definition further and concluded that yes to some extent he was right.

I don't know having few drinks with your friends ia wrong or right but I always fear to do that my friends called be backward boring but is that so. Why you have to celebrate everything beyond your consciousness why can't you live in the moment. Why there is need to be in a different world, is this world not good?

Why happiness is always connected with these worldly possessions. Happiness is a state of mind you can be happy whenever you want it's in your hand. I can't understand why to be happy you always need someone with you, I always enjoy my alone time reading a novel having a  cup of coffee or sometimes just a walk alone in the park with wind passing through you hairs the feeling is great. I don't know whether I'm right or wrong but for me happiness is not an achievement or possession. I can be happy anytime.