Is it YOU or the things we TALKED about?

It's been four months since the last time we got connected. Four months of thinking the unaswered question.

Where did I go wrong?

Maybe I was the one who is at fault, but I can't point it out.

What is it that make you decide to stop?

But isn't it's the thing that I wished for? To stop this thing? I want to stop a long time ago, but I can't make it. It's not easy, it's not easy to disconnect with you because you have been a part of my life.

But you did it...

You did the thing I wished for and it breaks my heart.

But isn't it a good thing?

It's a good thing isn't it?

Four months...four months passed and a lot of things has changed. I don't hear anything about you now, but I'm doing fine and I'm trying to forget about you.

Until I saw your profile in messenger again...It's been a long time since you've onlined, how have you been?

But I can't ask you that. We don't talk anymore...

That's when the time I told myself that I miss you, I really miss you.

But...do I really miss you?

That question is running on my mind.

" Do I really miss him? Or I only miss our conversation" I asked myself one time as I ride the bus while looking outside the window.

Isn't it a beautiful scenery?

When I go somewhere and did not get back to that place again wouldn't I miss the place or only the scenery?

I think and ask my self again.

"Do I miss the person or only our conversation?"

Finally I arrived in my destination and finally got an answer

"Maybe...maybe I only miss our conversation but not you because we don't even have any closure in person"

And I smiled...

I guess this is the time to let go and move on, it's okay...you are doing okay now, maybe this is really for the best for you and for him.

At least I've meet him right?