isolated girl

"she was a sonnet in a world which was still learning alphabets" a teen girl ,whose writings never matched with her age. A girl who was a best actor till date, from last two years her beautiful fake smile ruled her yelling heart,no one could get a clue of what she is going through ,she was drowning in a sea which was bed less, mid in an ocean asking for help but unfortunately no one could hear her screams.Sometimes she wanted someone who would drag her from her dark thoughts at the same time she wants to be drown in an ocean.

She was sick of crying,tired of trying,but still she was smiling .A girl who used to have bunch of mates ,were now replaced by blades,blades were her new mates ,her love,everything were blades.

Suicide was never selfish for her because she said if "suicide is selfish thanprobably you have never been suicidal right?" she wasn't coward she just needed a hand who would drag her back from  her dark times,who won't be judgmental.She never aimed of ending her life she wanted to end her all pains which proved to be more adhesive than fevicol!

Depression gave her insomnia and night gave her words! if tears would be colorful her pillow would be most beautiful one.Earlier her best friends were humans but now sleepless nights never left her .Was she normal!the only thing was ,she cared too much for others which finally proved to be dangerous .Nothing horrified her more than her own thoughts.

Like every movie her movie too had a climax a girl who never knew what tears were,is now busy in finding her life in tears . She wasn't the same old one,the crazy one .Her end was near but still she waited for an angel who would light her life before she ends her life!

will anyone save her! will she get a hand in this busy world?