It Doesn't Hurt Anymore.

You know you're in too much pain,
When something that really hurts,
Doesn't really hurt anymore.

You stop caring about everything,
You start to question why,
And the only clue you get,
Are the feelings inside.

One day, you stopped doing things you love,
You cut the passion in you,
You cut the half of you.
You cut your soul from your heart.

No matter how much you smile,
No matter how much you laugh,
No matter how much you pretend to be happy,
Your eyes reveal everything.

People start to ask you if you're okay,
"I'm not. I'm dying." You wanted to say,
But the words come out,
"Yeah, I'm fine."

You lost yourself,
And you don't know where to start,
You don't know where to find,
The "you" you have lost.

You can't go to the lost and found,
For they can't tell you as well,
You can't go to someone,
Because they'll ask someone else.

All your jokes were different,
And that made people wonder,
Your friends, your family,
And all they'll do is ponder.

You dream all the time,
You think about problems everyday,
Until all your sufferings,
Never goes away.

You lost hope,
And no one can retrieve it,
You can't put a poster,
And say "Help me get it back.".