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It's 4 pm and I put the pot on to boil.
It's 4 pm and I start making tea for my mother.
It's 4 pm and I wonder if I will ever not feel this numb.
It's 4 pm and my dog looks at me for help because she can't find her ball and for the first time I felt like somebody understood.
It's 4 pm and my breath shortens and my eyes glaze and for a moment, just for a moment, I think maybe the numbness was better than the struggle to not fall.
It's 4 pm and my hands tremble and I can't breathe, and the fall seems inevitable now.
It's 4 pm and I stand idly watching the water boil over and drench the stove all around.
It's 4 pm and I wish I was the stove instead and then this would all be over.
It's 4 pm and I try cleaning the mess but end up making it even messier.
It's 4 pm and I give my mother the tea and force on a smile.
It's 4 pm and I take my dog for a walk and hope that, maybe, maybe it will soon be 5 pm and I wouldn't want to be the stove anymore.
There is a bottomless pit in my stomach and it's filling me up. (It's an old piece.)
00You gave me light and left you with darkness and empty promises.
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Updated on July 18, 2019
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