Jealous

To My Friend,

I gathered all the good memories that we had When you met her, I think that you have changed.

If your with her, I feel so left alone inside.
You never have time for me.
If I have Problems, You dont even care.
I don't know If you ever cared for me that time.

The times that we're together, I missed that.
Even though I have a lot of problems,
You even have time to make me happy that time.

If I saw you with her, I feel like I'm Jealous.
I keep saying to myself,
"Why are you Jealous? You know that she's better with her."

Now, I want to let go of this feeling through writiting, Even though I'm not good at this.
I don't know how to say this.

If you feel better with her,
So let it be, I'll leave you to her.

I think that we barely know each other
Because of her..

But my only one last wish is....
"I wish that my Bestfriend will change,
Because I missed all the Good or Bad memories we had, I wish she had more time with me like before"

My Dearest Friend,

Please come back to me, and we'll start over,
Like we used before.