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I slipped inside the blanket, and cuddled into his arms. He was in deep sleep already, but his warmth felt comfortable against my cold skin. It was a December night, and I had already spent half of it in the balcony with burning cigarettes and coffee, and a sweatshirt barely covering my skin. I looked at him, sleeping peacefully, the moonlight illuminating his face. I sat close to him and traced his face with my cold fingers. He shivered. My fingers traced along his jawline and ended just at his neck. I could feel my thoughts wandering off somewhere I didn't know of, somewhere different. I knew I have changed, that maybe suddenly I had stopped loving him like I used to - or maybe showing it. I called him less now, and looked away when he stared right into my eyes. Strange, I know. I know everything.
I closed my eyes, and snuggled up near close to his chest - the warmth felt calming, quite calming. For a moment, I swear for a moment, I felt like it was you. You, the person whom I had almost forgotten. You, the person who was almost my first love and also my first heartbreak. You, the same person whom I almost miss on cold nights like this still. You, who is almost just a memory - I repeat, almost. You, whom I almost got over. You, who almost fell in love with me - just to keep me from love forever.
I opened my eyes, and everything looked hazy. I looked up to his face again, and his eyes stared back at me - and this time I did not look away. He held me tight against him, and ran his fingers through my hair.
He knows about you, but maybe not that I still think of you, sometimes. He knows you're just my past, but maybe not that the same past still haunts me.
When the daylight came, he wasn't there. Only the taste of his whiskey breath remained.
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