when you are alone and feeling depress. A loud and crazy surroundings make you feel comfortable, you forgot your problem. You forgot everything. You dance with happiness. You are care free. You are so happy, it felt like the problem of the world is not on your arms anymore.
but when you only hear your heartbeat it feels so lonely again. You can't escape of the sadness and the thoughts, silent makes you feel like crazy. You can't sleep. The sad thought is still in your mind, wispering about bullshit. You sometimes wanted to end you life, or sometimes you wanted to wish like, I wish I have an Multiple Personality Disorder why? Because you can't remember a mistake nor the things that your alter done for you. The alter is the on who keep the pain, sadness and stress it seems like a shield but a dangerous shield. And you yourself as a real person only remember the happines and the headaches of the alter that done to your life. You don't even remember what is the reason why you have an alter. Because admit it, in this world you can't commit mistakes while you we're young because it can ruin your life. But my point is, can I be not so perfect?
According to Jessie J's song entitled "Nobody's Perfect" there is a lyrics says "I'm not a saint not at all." We aren't a saint to be too much perfect.