Just stay bleeding because I love the way you cry. The way you can't speak because you're too tired. When your hand bleed because of all the thorns. When your heart break because of all saddest mourn.
I love the way you forgot how to smile. The way your tears fell from your eyes. Because that's the only place I knew I do belong. When you cry a lot of tears, me, as your pillow.
Just let your hand hold all of her roses, so you will break and break and lose all of your pieces. But you don't need to worry a thing, because I assure you, that now, I'll be the one who will save you from drowning.
Remember that---. I. Will. Save you. And not her this time.
So please, just stay bleeding.
Because I know that when all of your tears run dry. When all of your sadness got wiped. When your deep wounds now became scars. And when you again can see the light of the stars.
You'll be back to her again. Leaving me nothing but your pain.
That every time you heal yourself and be happy. You're always leaving me all your pain and scars, making me feel so numb and empty.
And please believe me, that feeling numb and empty is much worse than feeling all the feelings in the world.
I'm too tired for all of this.
When you are with me, when no one can wipe your tears. When you are with me, when you dont have anyone to please. You with me, when you need time to heal your wounds. You, with me, just your temporary pillow.
I want to end all of this... So please, don't stop to bleed.