Breathe in.
Breathe out.
Let yourself fall.
It doesn't matter now.
You know you've lost.
Give in to it.
Let it in.
I know you are scared.
But you are relieved as well.
Finally, here he is.
The one you know who will ruin you.
The one you have been waiting for.
As much as you deny it,
he had you at
"no, you are not"
You told him why he shouldn't love you.
You told him who you think you are.
You told him all the truths you engraved on yourself.
You told him all your bad side,
not able to think of any good.
And he just told you that you are not all of that.
And from that moment,
you know your wall cracked
and started crumbling.
Let yourself fall.
You'll be okay.
He'll catch you.