How I wish life could be easy ??
Life has always been so so full of surprises..ups and downs..how did I even think that this would be easy to get through..its been more than a year exactly 1 year 5 months that you have been away and now is the day I have waited for more than all the time is here...
May 14 2008 12:30 am IGIA AIRPORT
The Swiss air flight from Chicago has already landed and I am eagerly waiting for the arrival of love of my life...As soon as he is out of the arrival..we only hug for a while and proceed towards my car...there is no other gesture shared..all he tells me is that " There was no need to come...I could have managed it ; I had already told Rahul to pick me up". I was heart broken ..here I was at 12 am in night ..picking this guy and waiting for him all over this time and all he tells me is I could have managed...
May 14 2008 04:00
After a tiring drive of 3 hours and just monologues shared in the name of conversation ..we finally reached his home and all he said while leaving was BYE!!! a short bye...At that time only all my love was lost...he didn't asked me to come home relax a bit ...nothing ..just a plain Bye !....I was devastated...I had not slept for last 15 hours....my body was shouting for rest but he didn't same to care....he simply asked me to leave after he took his luggage off the car...
May 14 2008 06:30
back to home ..tired and upset..
After that night ..there were numerous nights I just cried on.There were lot of things crossing my mind..although I had already released my mind free from the relationship....but I still wanted to know WHY ?
Back to 2004...
It has been 4 year of relation that we had...apart from some very normal fights...we did never had any issue . We were like made for each other Sehra & Sumit. Although the first meeting was quite filmy..apart from that everything has been fine. We met through a CHAT room on internet..started talking and talking ..and then numbers were exchanged and then finally the meeting...