............................................ my life had suddenly become like this...just the dots...no words ..no emotions.
the break up had broken me hard..each and every minute of the day only thing which used to go inside me was what went wrong in my dream life with him.
After returning back from Chicago..we hardly talked.He never called me back.
I used to be sad and upset..with no life.
I tried my best to know about what went wrong. Called him several times but he could never explain what is the issue. Why are we breaking up or I should say why was he ditching me.
Before he left around 1.5 year back everything was fixed.We had decided to spend our lives together..I even met his parents.Before coming back he had never discussed any problem with our relationship..and his sudden ignorance towards me and our relation had torn me to the core..how come somebody who was so close to me couldn't tell me whats wrong ..and why he was not talking to me.
All I did in next few months was to cry and ask god what wrong did i do..why was he punishing me..I had gone literally mad while driving ..at work..at airport all I used to do was search for him..