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Like a tree I grow


I was born a sapling
Under the shade
Given love and care
But finally taken by a blade

I was alone and I didn't know
What to do, and where to go
But I found in me some love
And like a tree I needed to grow

Seasons came and seasons went
The summer, the winter and the printemps
It was easy you see, all black and white 
For I was just a child, who couldn't see beyond the earthly brights 

Growing up, they say, makes you smart, makes you wise
But all I saw was my inner fire's demise 
I was broken and I was shattered 
For the rain that burns descended on me 
And I was far too tired to fight it
So I decided to exist, to just be

For what felt like an eternity 
I was in a fugue 
I couldn't breathe, I was drowning 
I just let myself lose 

And then one fine day, I could see the sun
It wasn't as bright as I remembered 
But that was the day I knew
A new stage of life had begun

It's hard when you see 
How evil this world can be 
Then to get on with your life 
Like everything is just jolly and merry 

I wish I could ignore 
How this world was one big store
Some stole, some bought 
Leaving for the poor, a drought 

I wish I wouldn't care
That everyone was in despair 
I wish I'd stop letting people under my shade
But alas, that's how I was made 

I knew I needed to stop
For my life had to extend 
And so I developed thorns
That was the day the misery came to an end

Like a tree I grew 
From a green stem to a dark trunk
From a little child 
To a large hunk

You can't be one, a hunk they said 
For you are a woman 
And alone you're as good as dead 

What they failed to realize 
I had all I need 
But for them love was nothing 
Without a man with whom I could breed 

But I stand alone 
With grace, without fret
There is indeed a light at the end of the tunnel 
Even if you don't see it yet 

They're right, the movies 
That love is key 
But what they fail to tell you 
Is that it's all about 'loving me' 

My leaves still fall 
and hurricanes make me bend 
But I stand tall for my spirit has no end

So here I am, emitting red 
A tribute it is
For all the tears and the blood I shed

I'm not perfect 
I'm sure you can see 
But after the dark age 
At least I am me 

So as the wind blows 
I love myself more 
Like a tree I grow 
Like a tree, I grow.