Lost

I was lost in the midst of happiness

Covered with dark and sadness

Blinded with spotlights around me

I thought it's my purpose but wasn't free

Once the curtains get closed

It was the kind of feeling I couldn't compose

I was busy building my worth for them

I didn't know I was losing my own gem

I was lost when I didn't know

I still walked when it's time for me to go

With all the chaos inside my mind

I need to drop some behind

When time thinks I'm ready

I know everything for us will be unsteady

You may stay or go

I will always the "me", best version, that you know.