Love

Love, you made me believe that I am worth loving despite how complicated I am.

You made me believe that risks are worth taking for.

You made me believe that we are like sunrises and sunsets.

You made me believe that you love me, genuinely, sincerely.

You made me believe all those lies.

Why?

Why did you let this happen between the two of us?

No matter how hard I try to convince you, because I want 'us' to be fix, you never let me do it neither give me a chance.

I wonder how you can sleep at night, love.

You never know how depression kills me when I think about you.

It kills me physically, mentally and emotionally.

You told me that you don't want me to get hurt, yet you are not aware that you are already hurting me by the fact that you became the man who can not stand on his words.

But, Love, regardless of all those things, I can't lose you.

I can't.

Because, I love you.

I really do.

But, Love, It's your decision what will happen next.

I will respect what do you want to do.

Even If letting me go is the only way all you can think about, I will accept it.

Because, Love, even how hurt it is to let you go, I'd do it,

Because,

Right from the very start,

You made me believe that you are worth loving.

And if that decision of yours will make you happy, I will let your happiness be on its way.