Love yet there's Fear.

"Do you fear love so much?" 
"No." With authority, I answered.
I am in love with many things in this world.
I can shout it out, making sure that every word will be heard.
I love my family, I love food.
Giving them appreciation, where in I should.
Even the constellations that I'm staring at every night connecting all the stars to be one above my sight, loving every spark, shining like the sun, giving us light.
You, I admit, I may even fall in love with you.
Where everything are starting to grow, surprisingly effortless.
However, falling in love DEEPLY is another kind of story.
Negativity surrounds in all stages and categories.
Discovering a lot of things that will broke you into pieces.
And yeah, nobody sees it.
Thinking yourself like a cat that's being tortured, breathing slowly close to death, and cannot pull yourself out of it.
But hardly stood up, thinking, things will get better soon.
Now, you're thinking you're loving the right person but still doubting if he's already the one you're looking for.
Wishing it was all a dream or pain that should be listed in a fantasy story.
But this is the reality, this isn't those little bites of sorcery.
Everyone fall off.
And that's what I am afraid of.