LOVING AGAIN!

We should leave our past
in the place it belongs.
We should give our hearts
another chance.

But loving again
and trusting again is not easy.
Everytime someone holds my hand,
I feel like you also held exactly like this
and one sudden day you left,
without a reason, without an answer,
even without a goodbye.

I feel this hand will never leave me.
But we learn from our past,
and we also fear the past of being repeated.
I want to love this new person
even more than I ever did,
but the scare of loosing this person
after giving my all
holds me back everytime I try to get close.

Sometimes I feel so much of love,
care and passion for this person.
But I fear that again a day will come
when without an explanation he'll leave me too.
Without saying goodbye and
he'll just leave when he has to
without worrying what all he promised.