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Lust

You told me you love me.

You told me you care.

You told me youre gonna be there.

How come,
When you are not horny
Things gets blurry
Us gets blurry

No, no, no this cant be
You only notice me when you need me

And yet here i am
Offering my heart again
But you still dont give a damn

Is it really love that you have?
Or maybe it was just lust
Tell me honestly
And dont make me cuss

For you, I would give everything
My heart and my soul
I would dare fight with the lightning
Because my love for you is true ,after all

But darling,
If what you have for me is only lust
Not even a single love
Then you,  i cannot trust

I wish i could obliterate
This absurd feeling
And maybe I can create
A whole new heart that's deceiving

Cause what's broke is broke
And what's numb is numb
But thank you anyways
Cos i'll stop looking dumb

It sucks to know
That i never meant anything to you after all
And that was quite a show
But im done seeing your balls

You have occupied my heart
But i dont even have a speck in yours
Guess this is what tears us apart
And I'll be leaving that door

Forgetting you is impossible
But you loving me is more impossible
So let me say these last words for you
Before i hobble
Through that door
Without you

And so my love,
Its your loss
For God gave you the purest dove
And you just make it lost

With a stain in her feathers
From the heart you've wasted and gore
But despite the weather
She still manage to fly and soar

But always remember
My love for you will never dissever
For what I feel is for forever
And loving someone doesnt only mean being together

Loving someone may also mean
Loving him from afar
Loving someone may also mean
Loving him without him in your arms

And my love for you is greater than anything
I even almost let you destroy my dignity
But i guess "us" was never a thing
So i gotta stop feeling giddy
With you playing me

I assure you
That this will be my final goodbye
Till time brings me back to you
And make you mine again
When we'll be mature enough
And ready for everything
And I hope that time,
You'll love me
Just like how I love you now
Till we'll together be doing our final bow.

I love you, good bye.