Mayhem overtake me.

I smile all day I cry all night
I lie to myself am alright
My world is full of disturbance
Am prisoner of my ambivalences;
I want to set right my broken puzzle
I want to free myself from all hustle
I feel proud being a master of my own slavery
Truth is am tired of this unrequitable rivalry
Why can't I wake up in the world on my own dream
Why can't i be happy in beautiful gleam
Am i different or am i unaware
Of the battle every soul has to fight
I want to look up once with my head high
I want to tell everyone am just not nobody
I want to leave behind a history doesn't matter if full of absurdity