Remember our conversations, hours and hours on end?
Remember our laughs, giggles, and chuckles we'll fail to pretend?
Reminiscing about the past, as my scars fail to mend
We both know that you were never my friend.
You made me feel used, you made me feel betrayed,
You showed me what it's like to always be afraid
Because I know that someday, you'll stab me with a blade
And that time's when our memories will start to fade.
I feel stupid for trusting you with all my heart,
I knew you were cunning, I knew I was to be deceived
I felt it hard as my heart was thieved
I anticipated it from the start, but in the end, I still fell apart.
Planted on my mind, a statue of gloom
A memento of the time you killed me inside
A slow and painful death that laid me in my tomb
A tomb where I shall forever reside.
I was genuinely hurt, and I know it's not okay,
But truly, my heart still wants to say:
I know you used me, yet I still give myself the blame
All because I still love you the same.