have you ever felt so lost?
a constant loop of joy and despair,
a random feeling out of thin air
—but why bother if you know they don't care?
have you ever felt so unloveable?
a simple task, though you are unable,
as the lonely feeling wanders and starts to appear;
—why bother if you know the end is near?
I've felt many things, wanted to give in—
give in to the thoughts creeping within
my fears would begin to shape
and I'd start to crumble.
but alas, my thoughts are just as feeble
easily broken just as I am able;
yet day and day, I will always try
no matter how many tears I may shed or cry
as I will live and persevere
and take long before I perish—
for as long as you are here,
our memories,
I will cherish.