"Midnight Thoughts"

It's late at night

My thoughts were on you

The night is deep

Yet I'm wide awake

Our last conversation keeps on replaying inside my head

How our love didn't last for long

So sad it ended up too soon

I had so much dreams for me and you

But I couldn't make it all true since

you left and make me feel blue

My world seemed to collapse

shattered dreams and broken heart

I almost died

Every now and then i cried

So tell me, How will I survive?

How can I be alright?

How is it to be fine?

'Coz I don't know how

since the day you went away

Grey skies above me

no sun nor stars shines in

Agony

that's exactly how I feel

I wanna step out to this nightmare

but my feet couldn't move a bit

I wanna be free

free from all of this shit thing

I wanna be fixed and be healed

I wanna bring back the old me before I knew you

I wanna paint back the smile that was once lost

I know it will take time

But somehow,

I just wanna feel fine

even if it means without you.