midnight thoughts....

midnight thoughts

speaking sense to nonsense

dwelling on  past mistakes 

wasted energy.

Feeding negative energy

it's been a while since a positive thought came to mind.

Just my midnight thoughts

dark pessimistic thoughts that drown logic, kill joy, bury ambition.

it's upsetting, I'm upset.

just my midnight thoughts

I hate hearing painful truths.

I hate telling petty lies.

Backed against the wall forced to listen to these painful truths.

Planning a lie to escape.

I'm stunned I  can't move I'm stuck.

Just my midnight thoughts

scattered thoughts ,

escaping is necessary escaping is delusional.