I know you know me
I know its just we
Who know what Im going through
On my ship, you're my only crew
You only understand what's in here
Though you'd never show
I wonder; wander everywhere
Only to find another foe
Im in an earthly hell
Stuck almost in a deadly well
With no hand to hold
Though i can seee many- bitter n cold
And none is real
I have known
None would heal
Leave me alone to mourn
Had you been here
It would have been alot more easier
To share my fear
N maybe a tear
But now, there's none here to care
You hold me near you
But the moments aren't even few
As my eyes begin to tear
Owing it all to the reality fear
'Cause you're not really here
Is my bitter truth
A fake smile I wear
And noticing it is simply mere
That's the expertise I've gathered all these years
Fake a smile, hide your tears
And the world thinks your strong
They don't realize how they are wrong
Ma, I miss you
You should have been here
To save me from all of this fuss
And so I can feel near.