Murderer of Emotions

I told myself to let this feeling go

I told mysef to forget about you

Memories we had better be trashed

Things we've done better be crushed

But oh, please tell me, I'm just confused

Why are you smiling like you're getting used?

Looking for answers for I cannot fathom

Being this way I'm having another phantom

I hate to admit but you're still on my mind

Feigning an act like I really don't mind

I'm missing the part when we were texting

Almost midnight we're still not sleeping

One day you're bubbly

Next day you'll tease me

Then one day you'll act like you don't know me

I hate you! And I hate my decisions

You are the reason

You're murderer of emotions