My desires ugh..

All things in our life is interrelated if one goes wrong way or might skip its way the next thing will affect, as  with mind n body if your body is weak your mind will not be straight n if your mind is in worst condition your body too.
Addiction of anything is hell if you are a emotional, negative lady who over thinks every nonsense things n desires of things which can't be fulfilled on its own.

The worst part is no one knows what's going through your mind n how its affecting you.