If I have a choice, I would never be like this.
It's not easy.
It feels like I'm in a rollercoaster.
But on the part where it's already going down.
Down, down, down until I drown.
I thought when I first felt this, it would never get any worse.
But it did.
Slowly by slowly, it's getting worse.
I'm moving, though it feels like I'm stuck.
My body moved, but my soul stayed.
Do you think it's easy?
If I have a choice, I would never choose this.
But hey, I never did choose this.
I never did.
Life took me here,
In this damned asylum for the hopeless cases.
For a hopeless love like this.
If I have a choice, do you think I would choose this?
No one wants to love with all her heart but end up with a shattered one.
Do you think I chose this?
To be so inlove with you that I wrote you a poem when you don't even deserve a word.
Do you think I chose this?
To give you all my heart when you deserve nothing of it.
I never chose to be inlove with you.
But maybe it's my mistake to think I can save you from the monsters,
Without knowing that the monsters live from within.
I cried you a river, when you don't even deserve a fucking tear.
I never chose to love you, my heart did.
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