For years I envy my classmatess in High School. The friends they have since 7th grade are still with them, they still hang out with each other.
I hope I can have that Friendship too. But guess what, maybe, I'll find it after a long period of time. I thought I already found it, with someone I love disguised as friend. But he avoided me. Right now, I don't know if I did something bad thats why he's avoiding me. I don't know whats wrong, but he made me feel so lonely. He made me feel like he is going to take back his attention, love and affection towards me.
But no, im not lonely anyways. I still have my friend in mirror whom I shared the same shadow. Her name is Fear, my best friend and long time enemy. So to Fear, guess what. I'll keep coming back to you, but now, I won't let you eat me alive. Instead, lets change your name to Happiness.