Phases and people make up our lives. Like lyrics and music make up a song. Good songs have extra ingredient, like Inspiration. Best songs have someone they are dedicated to.
This prose is for those few phases and people who left sweet resonance in my song.
My cousins and sibling, your undying loyalty and compatible nature broke through my shell of anxiety and arrogance. With you, it was easier and easier to believe I'm loved. You were the standards I set for my friends and acquaintances. So I guess I ought to blame you guys for my long dearth of friends (by raising the bar so high 😘😂) but I won't. You guys were so reliable and needed, no acquaintance or any friend ever came close.
My school mates, you bastards and bitches. Brainless morons and stinking pieces of shit. It was because of you 7 retards I could truthfully say I enjoyed my stay at school even though we were together for only two short years. Even though we were under the strictest jailors, you people made my stay more than worth it. You people, with your delicious snacks filling the breaks and constant words of enlightenment. With your lame innuendoes and top notch cursing. With the caring side under the ugly, smug faces. With your abnormal patience to listen and fatally brutal honesty. You fucktards came closest to being my extended family. Wherever you are, we'll always be the HKG's.
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To my college mates, you guys also have come to mean a lot to me. Be it "breaking the ice" or making plans as "partner-in-crime" that sadly never materialize, you were like a constant refuge I could always come back to. Some of you became tall goals, some became dark lessons. Some inspired, some got inspired. The calm place I needed during my personal storms couldn't have come from anywhere else but here with you. I've had every type of companionship with you people. Classic royal demeanour, witty & narcissistic, easy going and shameless, hard working and talented, pervert and popular, moody yet sweet. You guys have become whom I can be comfortable with and I'm grateful.
And to all those unfortunate gentle souls who came to love me and got disappointed, I'm sorry. Maybe I've become a better person, maybe I haven't. But I assure you, I've never been more glad to have had you all in my life because you were the catalysts that morphed my song into a melody I can live with. You were the reason in helping me realise the esoteric existence I have. That I am but understood by selective few. That's how it always was but its fine by me now. Because, Phases and people make up our lives and this life, I'd live over and over again.
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