I........... I am the sole reason for those two people suffering out there. It is because of me that those people stepped into the flat along with me and now here I am leaving them nowhere in the middle surrounded by problems.
Coming to the issue, I wanted to learn some courses that I thought are useful to me that too staying away from my home and me being single cant afford the expenses of a flat and so started to ask my friends to share the flat with me.
At last finally I had got 3 friends who are willing to move with me and at the time we moved into the flat one friend left us saying that his financial problem as a cause.
Me along with my 2 friends stepped into the flat and there on lived happily for sometime and being happy I forgot the main reason that I'm here and started enjoying the money all I had and even didn't care about the position of my parents and how they are struggling to send me the money.
Days are passing by, and the sole purpose for me to step into the room is not yet fulfilled. Not only fulfilled but even I didn't gave a look at it. My friends had suggested me every time and I even didn't bothered about it much.
So nobody can hide the truth for more days and finally my parents had understood that I'm not attending any classes and told me to shift back to my home.
As I had no choice so, I had to go and now the people who lived in the flat along with me are attending the classes and cannot leave the flat. As I have no other option and I know that the fault was mine so I couldn't talk to my parents but just follow their words and do as what they say.
The real problem lies here... those 2 people are not able to bear the expenses of the flat themselves. If I had been there we would be 3 and we could manage the expenses like rent, food, and many others things we used to share our money and so our expenses would be a little.
Now I had left them in the middle of nowhere and shifted back to my home. Those 2 people are my friends and now they didn't know what to do but just wave me GOODBYE...!
I thought that those 2 people who are my friends would suffer but the thing I didn't knew is they had suffered a lot than I expected. To bear the expenses they had stopped eating breakfast and snacks so that for each day they can save atleast Rs.20 per day and this money could help them at the end of the month.
I'm very sorry for my friends and because of me they are actually suffering out there and this may not seem much a big issue but for me when my friends get hurt because of me I feel real bad about myself and I would hope that they forgive me.
So, because of my carelessness, leaving the room became my problem and because of my problem there are 2 friends out there suffering and I think that even now if had not apologized for what I have done I would be a waste of being a good friend to them.
Making mistakes is common in everyone's life but the difference lies in whether we take charge of our mistake and do not repeat it again (or) just let it the way it had been and repeat the same.
I take fault of my mistake for leaving them out there and I want them to forgive me for making them starve for the rest of the days and now I have learned one thing that if u feel sorry for what u have done.... Go on Go for it and stand against it so that it doesn't repeat again