My Sentiment

I asked myself "Why do I feel this feeling?"

I didn't even know what's the meaning.

The time I felt this, I don't remember,

But wait, I think it was last September.

He looks boastful for me.

Detestation for him is all I can see.

But I concede that he's good looking.

He really is stunning.

I first saw him when I was fourteen.

Having a crush is anticipated for teens.

Well I'm sorry to say,

But I'm not interested in any way.

My focus is on study,

So in the future I am ready.

That's what I thought it will be,

But I was wrong, sorry for me.

I told myself not to fall for him,

But I still ended up liking him.

And so he became my crush.

Goodness! I am not in a rush.

I can't stop this feeling,

So I just let myself falling.

He talks to me.

I did the same with ecstasy.

We became friends unexpectedly,

Doing silly things happily.

But I felt something wrong,

So I searched the answer not too long.

Then I stopped my affection,

For I forgot to secure myself from tribulation.

I just discovered he likes somebody,

And for him I'm just a friendly nonentity.

There's already someone in his heart

Making faster his beating heart.

So why should I retain

This predilection for him that I gain?

Now I conclude why I felt that feeling.

I thought, maybe that was just a planning

For me to comprehend the content

That he won't notice me and my sentiment.