My valentine..again!

Laughter that we never laughed before. We were laughing like kids. In the Oblivion mountains that never witnessed a laughter so deep ever before. We were in the end of of our breathes laughing and trying to inhale to the fullest. Suddenly I found her laughter vanishing. Vanishing in the most silent yet noticable way down from her eyes till the chin. Suddenly a loud silence grew between us. I could not peep into her eyes to find out the depth of the silence for her eyes blurred in mine. Suddenly she uttered "promise me you won't leave !".
I stayed silent for all the way long her life she was betrayed and I had many in my life leaving me even after promises. What if the time dilates to wrap us all the way drifted. How shall she persist the change in her. I kept mum.
Suddenly a silent scream crushed upon, "it's ok", she said ,"you need not be if u don't want" . A whisper inside me seemed to say," not to hurt her again...speak what u feel ". I told her , " for all that is above humane control we can't decide our future but I want to be yours only embraced under your arms. Only your tears shall wet my shoulders. And your lipstick shall stain my shirts. When I told these picking upon the morning laiden in the mountain soil around , she touched my hands that laid aside. Yet in the midst of all uneven dark lanes of life my soul got it's serene peace. The peace never encountered before.
"Let's be in love and that shall lead the lane" said she. In the simplest of all the ways yet unique in it's own we were valentines this 12 th year again.
Each year she touched my heart with those eddying beauty in her words and those tickles grow me fetish each year in these mountain cliffs. I encountered yet another unique way of her to propose me.