My Valentine's gift

He waved his hands from the bus. I wanted to hold him tight running heavily from my hostel corridor to towards the road. It just 5 seconds and then he disappeared along with the sound of the horn.my heart cried. I already started missing him.tears come out.1day earlier i spend my best Valentine's day in my 5 year long relationship. My 2days holiday with him in the month of love. it was a mix feeling of happiness and sorrow. Sadness for the distance we going to bear. happiness for the great journey we cross,the moments we spend and the smiles. The fights we win, yes both of us at the same time because it only make us strong never apart.
I entered my room it was mass, more i love him and wanted to call,  more i hate massed up things, so i choose to clean the room first. the OCD win the battle this time. In the middle of swiping i smiled remembering  something and the red roses he bought for me finally. I still have it in my diary the dry one.
I called him after that but it was off. He called me back quickly from him friend's phone. He was in the train that time headed to his final destination. Sound restless, i hung up the phone to let him rest.not forgot to tell him how much i miss him.
I called my sister immediately, telling her all the deeds i did god or bad its my duty. I told her all about it. How happy i was. Sending her all our pictures. Posing in the garden, below the waterfall or at the hotel room.
He love me like hell, so do i. And we are perfect for each other.

Next day i got his massges saying "i love you so much you are always special to me, you are always in my mind." 
He send this text to his classmate. The time when i wanted to hold him tight, the time when i started missing him already, the time his bus goes of and tears come out and crossing my cheeks exactly the time he texted his classmate. 

My dreams shattered hopes run away tears become flood. doubting myself m i not capable of making him happy.? I had done a terrible mistake by linked his phone with mine otherwise  everything was going to be perfect as always. 

The best Valentine's day of my five years relationship ended there. And he gifted me the best gift ever "betrayal"