I wanna write something 'cuz i feel bad. I feel sad. I'm dissapointed. I'm crying once again for the same reason. One would think i had learnt by now, but no. I get hurt from the same people over and over again. Why am i such a naive, stupid person? I always expect the best from others, but somehow i manage to take the worst of them. Is it really me? Is it them? Honestly i don't care anymore. I just want it to end...
I have nightmares, i know why. I've investigate about this kind of nightmares, those awful ones. I know how to stop them, but he won't help. No, of course not. I thought he would understand, he doesn't. He doesn't care. Has he ever cared? Something i don't wanna know...
He confuses me, he hurts me, he makes me go insane. It's time to let go. It's been for a while now. I just can not. Why? I really want to forget about him. Why can't I?
Please... don't wanna have another nightmare tonight.