Let me tell you a tiny secret. It is about me leaving you without even saying goodbye. Maybe you wondered and thought of many things that you may have done. Why would a long time friend would leave you all of a sudden? Why would she not talk to you anymore and forget you without hesitation? Let me tell you, my friend, that you did nothing wrong. Do you still remember when I was alone in my room, lights-off and I felt alone? You were there embracing me. How about when my cat ran away and I thought that I was a bad owner? I hope you remember those times when I was alone and you were the only one that stays with me and never left me. Until one day I woke up and realized something. What if I make a change? But to accomplish that, I had to leave my best friend. So I did, and I don't feel sorry. Ever since that day, I learned how to smile. I learned how to be contented with everything that I have. I learned so many things that I know I couldn't do if I stay by your side. I bloomed and grew. I found a perfect pot for me without you in it. And I don't feel any pieces of regret. I hope you know, you are not my friend anymore, but I will never forget you. You mold me into who I am today. You made me exhausted yet made me realized that life was more than that.
I hope you know, I may not be your friend anymore, but I will always look back from the past. I will always remember you, Sadness.