No longer.

I wanna watch a movie at the cinema, you don't want.

I wanna play arcade at the mall, you don't want.

I wanna go out, you don't want.

I wanna eat somewhere, you don't want.

I want you to visit me home when I don't feel like getting my ass up so I can cook you various dishes, you don't want.

I wanna go to the Carnival, play chance games or ride some of the machines there with you, you don't want. 

You know what? I miss us! I miss us being adventurous. Before, we never say no to things -- once we think of something to do, we do it right away. Now? If we're not going to get fucking wasted by beer at the bar with our friends, we're sitting at our friend's vape shop swimming through the smoke and not talking at all.

And whenever we have some issues to discuss... We let it pass without talking and hearing each other's stand about it. 

I miss you being so amazed with all the things I do. By that, I felt so appreciated and that made me throw my insecurities away. Now? I feel so small whenever I am with you. I always feel rejected and I feel so stupid about my little ideas which you don't even care to listen to. 

I know six years is long enough for us to enjoy things but that doesn't mean we will stop doing them. We have reached this far because we were once like that. And now that we are not, I don't know how far our finish line is. Or are we there yet?