When I first laid my eyes on you,
The world stops for a while,
The branches swings and the birds reconcile.
I chose to look at you.
Look at your eyes that shines like the stars.
I started falling in your deep words and believing in your lies.
I thought you love me, but why did you walk away?
I dont know where to go,
I dont know how to let go,
I just follow the way,
The way we used to be.
Then i realized, that it's not your presence nor your words that caused me to this.
But it's I, who was a fool to think that you were holding on,
When you never even took a grip.
I started to wonder, did you go back in the past? Or you took the other path?
I travelled every corner,
I travelled everywhere.
Everytime I stop, I think of you.
I think of the old times we get along.
The "US" that I always cherish.
The "US" that you did not end and never did started.
I was hoping that by taking this path,
It leads to you.
That I can still see you.
I screamed, and screamed and screamed your name.
But the darkness of the road only crept me out and I found myself in the abyss.
I wanted to find you, even by doing so, I could lose myself.
I screamed, and screamed and screamed until I can no longer hear my voice.
I got tired and made a choice.
I walked away
dont know where it leads me.
I thought I had escape from you,
I thought I had forget you,
But that's only a thought.
Cause in reality,
I am still here,
In the place where you left me.
Not a step forward nor backward.
I am still here,
Hoping youll come and pick me up,
If you cant show me where to go,
Please show me how to let go.
If either of that won't do.
I hope someday,
Someone will get me.
Someone will pick up the pieces of me
And fix it like how it used to be.
And all the mark of yours will remain a mark but not as tinted as it was before.
Someone who will give me the promises.
The promises you once promise to be mine.
And i swear. You will never be that someone again.