Now It All Makes Sense

Getting a lot of girls isn't something to be proud of. Keeping one and sticking to one is. 

You made me believe that things would work out between us. We made plans for us. We made plans we'd still be in each others' lives in 2 years. But you crushed my hopes and dreams right before my eyes.

I loved you. I loved the person you made me believe you were. Funny how things have changed in less than a year. Nothing hurts more than trying so hard to be good enough, and being replaced by someone "better".

Thank you for your time and effort. Somehow you were a part of my life and I'm glad you came. 

You'll definitely be the reason why I won't trust easily. You are the perfect epitome of a complete asshole. After you, I don't know who to trust and how to trust anymore.

You were my 2016 plot twist. You were my first real heartbreak and my first love. I fought for you. I was against everyone trying to defend you.

But everything's turning into a blur and I look forward to the day that I will no longer recognize your name.

I forgive you.

I hope you are as happy as you are pretending to be. And please don't hurt her.