Numb

I want to blindfold my eyes. I want to fill it in with darkness. I don't want to see even a single ray of light. Because I don't want to taste another bittersweet lie of hope. I don't want to feel the pain. I want this to go away. Please stop rubbing any more salt on my wounds. Stop pouring my face a bittersweet stinging venom of your words. I don't want to hear any more of those painful words. I don't want to see the future, the next things that will happen, from a single glance of your messages. I don't want to hear, secretly, any more of your spilling thoughts. I just don't want to be this way anymore. Please. Just blind me. Make me deaf. Mute. Because I don't want to see any more, hear any more, tell you any more. I don't want to feel anymore. I hate this pain. Please just numb me. I can't take this pain anymore.