Oh! My stupid dreams.

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“I definitely want you to come. Now don’t say a no. It’s my wedding dude!”- said Zia.

“Okay okay… I’m coming. Umm,  I need to ask you something.” I said.

“yeah?”- Zia said.

“Is he coming?”- I asked, expecting she would not ask me who ‘he’ is and would understand because she is quite smart.

“who?” she paused then said. “Oh him. Yeah I told him to come. And he is coming anyhow. If he doesn’t comes then I’ll go to his house and beat him up.”

“He is coming, right? Then I’m also coming for sure.”

“Woah! So much of love.”- she said.

“Haha no”- I said.

I felt happy and pretty excited. After 13 years I was going to meet him. I just couldn’t wait for her marriage.

So the day finally came when I was going to meet him. I got ready and went inside the wedding hall. I asked Zia with loads of excitement “where’s he?”

“Who?” She asked again then paused and said “oh! Him. He didn’t come.” I would have started crying. I swear!

Then she continued “Kidding, he must be somewhere.”

I was walking here and there, my eyes searching for only him. I just wanted to say some things to him and that’s it. I wanted to tell him that I always loved him. I wanted to tell him that I never wanted to hurt him. And yes of course! I wanted to say sorry too.

After so long, finally, found him.

“Sourav”- I shouted but my voice appeared lower than I expected it to be.

‘I love you’ I wished to shout.

I went near him but not too near. There was still a lot of difference between us. I planned all the speech verbally in my mind a lot of times, what all I would say when I would meet him. But the moment I saw him my mind came up with nothing expect ‘sourav’ and ‘I love you’

“Sourav??” I shouted again. This time he looked at me. I started thinking about how I looked? Was my dress okay? Did he like what I was wearing?

But all of a sudden all these thoughts were shattered and I wanted to cry, you won't believe what happened. 

A little girl came and asked him-“Daddy, who is she?”

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I woke up crying and smiling because that was a dream. And I’m just 15 and so is my friend Zia.