Once again

It's been a long time,
Since I could hear my phone's chime,
Which has been waiting for you
Since the moment you broke me
......and flew.

Time shall fix,
Now why do I take up this risk?
To get trapped and shattered?
Or to simply let all my love
.....be once again watered?

All the pain I received
Helped me, with everything, today, that I perceive.
Somewhere deep inside my heart,
I knew it.
And you know what,
It was you, I wished for, at all 11:11
Like a crazy child of seven.

From dusk to dawn,
I stood in your lawn.
Tardy I realized it was time to leave thee,
And then, your cold hands, once again,
Hold me.....