So I day, as I was sitting by the window, sun up in the blue sky..its rays hitting my face in vertical thin lines I adore, I heard a certain song and then I remembered you.
From the very end of my hair up to the tips of my fingers, I feel the tingling sensation of your touch like its just yesterday, like it had just been a minute, a second since the last time our hands linked.
You make my senses rise up on the maximum and you will never hear me complain. I'll succumb gladly to your arms. I'll choose to melt by your side if I had to. You are the desire I never knew I wanted so bad that the thought of giving up the self I know crossed my mind more than it should have.
You ignite my imagination as much as you fuel the creativity that long lingered beneath my heart. Darling, you introduce me to heights I never knew existed before. You of all people made me realized I can write more, I can read more, I can think more.
You made my mind create worlds that are unknown. You triggered my want to be in a colorful fairytale with you. You got every fiber of the storyteller in me want to tell my story, our story...something I created out of a whim. From the sudden gush of feelings you made me feel and from the handful of emotions you poured over my head like a bucket of cold water making me realize I can be more than who I am now.
The introvert self I was more than satisfied in the past became a dull and hollow person now because you made me long for someone better, for someone who can swoon you too...like the way your hazelnut eyes, your pale skin and little curls in your hair taunt me in a very appealing way.
My senses awaken whenever you are near or even just whenever you pass my mind in one hot afternoon in a summer or in the cold winter night in December. You invade my thoughts 24/7 and a complaint cannot be heard in the nearest future because when it's you, everything is okay.
In the end, the blush in my cheeks, the faint tint on my lips, the thumpa thumpa in my rib cage and all the other things that feel like red and fiery now belongs to you. That particular song on the radio is named before you now and the feelings it made me deal with when you sang it for me in front of everyone. Every little piece of paper that I kept with your ugly handwriting now weighs more than any book on my shelf. You made me create a lot more to treasure and whenever I think of you, I long to be back or even just near enough to feel your touch once more.
You made me desire to love when never in my wildest dreams I thought about committing to a person let alone rely my happiness to another but you are an exception.
This girl hidden in the interior of a content being now wants to break out and want to love, to love you.