One sided love..

The first time I saw you, I couldn't take my eyes away,away from your smile that caught my attention.

I wanted to talk to you.I wanted to tell you that how all of a sudden you knocked the door ,came in and took away my heart so easily and made everything so difficult for me. The thought of you in my life made me believe in the meaningless word LOVE again.

Sitting here,with each passing day,I could only see myself loving you more and more. Gathering information about you is not a passtime or hobby,but yes,now it is a part of my routine. I cannot spend my day without seeing you. I may secretly come to your house and stand behind the bushes for a look at just a glance. You may not know that how hard I am trying to build up just one conversation. I may not be pretty or smart like the other girls but yes,I can love you the way others cannot. They say I've a hopeless crush on whom I don't have a chance with but now I can't let you go so easily ! You've turned me into something I was never meant to be.

Why are you doing this? Why are you coming to my heart again and again? When I shut my eyes,I am walking alone,I am reading you are coming to my heart. Why?

I love you, why these words are so hard to say? I know faith can make this work someday,if I keep my hopes up. I hope that one day comes soon, when those words will be easy to say.